Yes, I just experienced my first and I have to say…yeah..I really don’t know what to say.

I waited untill I was 20 to have sex for the first time, I used to be so conservative about sex. I mean I used to be the ‘only under the covers’ gal..I know, if you have read any of my posts this is hard to imagine but it’s true. As I have gotten older I have, for one thing, gained a lot of self confidence but also adopted the ability to ‘live in the moment’ if you will.

I will skip the naughty details and the how and when but I will say that one of the boys seemed to like me, in fact he was pretty upset that we did this…with one of his best friends no less He is very cute, my age, with dimples and a house and a dog, great on paper!! So he drives me to my car the next am, we do the exchange of numbers (again this part I was not going to touch on…obviously I did not know this guy, come on, you’ve got to live it up sometimes right!!??) I know as I drive away he will never call but he does, that day. Now we are suppose to do dinner, he is very shy on the phone and giggles and makes sure to let me know he is not the sort of guy who would do this (yes this could be a ploy) but he nervously giggles…when I say that having a ‘day date’ could put him in the friend zone..to which he shyly and cutely replies..I think we are way past the friend zone.

Ok…so my question is, could this work? I mean this was my first and assuming it really was his first, can we ever have any sory of functioning relationship? What will happen with his friend? I am going on this date open minded but he really is cute so…don’t tell but I hope there is a second date

-b

Becky Hawk wrote this on March 25th, 2008 and filed it under Single Life |