I am not a that type of person who instantly falls in love. Actually, I am scared of the idea of being too in love with somebody. Maybe the couples I know just do not really impress me so I had a hard time imagining myself back then that love could really last for long.

I don’t believe in love at first sight.
I believe it is better for two persons to get to know each other before saying that you’re already in love.
I’m not comfortable with the idea of love at first sight, because I have to know his character first.
I also believe that love needs time to grow and develop.
Back then I thought that if I would fall in love, it would have to be with someone who will impress me. And that really happened 2 years ago. We all have this idea of what our ideal guy would be but when that moment when you finally fall in love, all those ideals do no not really matter anymore.

But sadly, the relationship did not work out for a lot of reasons. I still miss him but now I know it’s time to move on. It’s time to finally find ourselves again without holding on to our past.

Ever since my last relationship, I always thought that love should have been easy. But then I’m wrong. Most of the time, love is not even enough to make someone stay. That’s what I learned from all our arguments and misunderstandings. You may not know it but more often than not, the person that we hurt the most is the one we love the most. It hurts not to even notice that until that person has already left. I really want him to stay for me, for our relationship but I know that it would be the most selfish thing to do. I’d rather let him live his life without me now.

twinkycess wrote this on July 8th, 2008 and filed it under Single Life |