Well, I have to attend one of my friends’ wedding on the Thanksgiving week. I already prepare my suite and gift for his congratulations. I never expected that I will be the last one among all of them. Basically, over all these years, my relationship with every girl I tried to date was disaster. I might either out of subject to talk to them, or simply my conversation just boring. Either way, I am still single and I have no one on my side to participate my friend’s wedding.

I remember that we all four people took classes together, skip classes together. Later, one of them have a girlfriend of his own, then we hangout less. Another one also find his love. Now, the last one is me. I was the second one graduated from college, and I have high expectation on dating the girls I want. Now, I am the lonely one left, walk alone. As I mentioned above, I tried so many relationships. They just didn’t work out, and I really pissed of myself how much a loser I am. I almost reach my 30, but what a serious relationship looks like, I have a blank idea.