I am still single; and I have been in this status for 30 long years. I hate it, and I don’t want to be single anymore. I was so envy my friends getting married one after another. While for me, I am still a single man. I have no one stood by my side. I was so empty inside. Sometimes, I wonder there must be something wrong with me. Otherwise, why would I be single for too long.
There was a girl I like. We were both working at a restaurant as part – time employee. She was at her early 20; beautiful and smart. She once expressed that she has boyfriend already. But I don’t see that she go out with her boyfriend a lot. Many times, I chicken out to ask her out. What an idiot I was. I should take the opportunity, and what I desire to do. Now, she quit; I no longer have a chance to see her again. Or to express how I feel toward her. There were millions of regrets I felt right now. What I have, it is constant sighing.