Desperately searching for my love

There was a girl, she is a Mexican, and I am an Asian. There was nothing match between both of us here. We have different taste on food. She loves taco, torta, and tortilla, etc….. Mostly Mexican cuisine. I like Chinese, American, and other cultural cuisine. Occasionally I like Mexican food too. She likes to dress nice, and to be pretentious, while me, I don’t care much about dressing. She speaks fluent Spanish; I speak fluent Chinese and English. So, we had nothing in common.
Somehow, I met her in a Mexican dancing club. The kind of dancing club you have to pay $5 to invite a lady to dance with you. I, stupidly met her this way. It was not suppose meant to be like that. I fall in love with her at the first sight. But I never understood her what she was thinking. Maybe she only into money, that is why she hung out with me. Mostly, I paid for everything. I thought that I can change her heart from time to time. It approved to be useless. I lost her from day to day. And she never admitted that I will be her boyfriend. Somehow, I understand now. I never couldn’t win her heart anymore. I might trying to give up every attempt. The question is, would I ever been fall in love? Is there any girl really meant for me? I am 30 years old. And I don’t want to be a 40 years old virgin.