I just broke up with him….

I JUST LEFT HIM. WE ARGUED. THINGS GOT HEATED. WE LET OUT SECRETS. I FOUND OUT IN THAT TIME THAT MY SO CALLED BEST FRIEND IS NOT REALLY MY BEST FRIEND. HE HAS BEEN SLEEPING WITH HER ALL THIS TIME. I CRIED IN SHOCK. WHEN I CAME TO MY SENSE I WANTED TO SLAP MY SELF!
ITS JUST A PART FILLED WIT CRAWLING SPERM THAT I DONT WANT OR NEED. YES I LOVED HIM BUT LOVE DOESNT HURT THAT BAD. I REFUSE AND GRADUATE AND MARRY A FOOL ONLY TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A FOOL . I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH MY BABY. I GUESS EVERY THING IS NOT WHAT IT SEEMS. I WAS A FOOL ALL THIS TIME. KEPT GOING BACK TO THAT IGNORANT PEICE OF TRASH. AND I LIVED IN LIES FOR ALL MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS. IF I WOULD HAVE LIVED MY LIFE LIKE HE DID HIS WE BOTH WOULD NO BE GOOD OFF INTO THIS WORLD. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. BUT IT HURTS TO LOOK IN THEIR EYS KNOWING THEY SHARED THE SAY THING WE SHARED. NOW I FEEL LIKE APART OF HER I THINK I SHOULD. I LOVED HIM BUT I HAVE TO LEAVE. GOODBYE!