I want to get married, as most of my friends are married men now, Some even have their own children; and their children even grow up to be teens. For me, I am still single here. What a big joke for me. Am I not destine to find someone who truly meant for me? I was worried, and I was frustrated. Even now, I couldn't find that significant someone for me on this big sea of fish. A few years ago, I met this Mexican girl from this Mexican night club. I thought that I could make a difference with her. What it turns out to be, she just using me the whole time, sucking up my money and use my softness within me. I am totally stuck. I even fought for her with my mom. Now, I am totally regretted what I did. She will not be the one for me. Never been, and never ever been. What I believe just a sack of rubbish. Across cultural love just my own fantasy. I will be doomed if I married her I guess. Now, ...